Rufus, I still can't believe you're not here with me and how the days are just seeming to drift past. It's amazing how many donations we've had already, just imagine all those little babies and families we're going to be able to help and all because of you! Not a second goes by when I don't think of you and all those things we should have been doing for the first time, sending you all the love we have and Bruce sends you a big sloppy kiss! Mummy x x x x x x